It's white valentine's day and we are going out today.😊 finallyyy, it has been awhile. Can't really sleep last night due to excitement and nervousness.😅 keep asking my girls what should I wear today and I'm so grateful that they are always by my side whenever I need them.☺️ They're the one who know me most, go through my happy moment and my sadness. They know how much the person I hang out with meant to me. They know.
Waking up early in the morning, I dunno why but I know I'm happy coz I can't help myself smiling for no reasons. Looking at the time, opps it's time to go and take bath and prepare. I want to make myself looks perfect today. :) I wanna to see I have changed and I want to make a different. there's a text on phone. You said you are not coming....... My happy mood has been spoiled all of a sudden. I didn't really go and read through all of the texts. What I feel is all disappointment and sadness. Who knows how long I have been waiting for today...😢 feeling like crying and text my friend telling her that I got ffk :(( she straight away come back home and pick me out after class. Keep telling me don't be sad and don't think about it anymore. Pretended to be happy, I don't wanna to make them worried about me. *undescrible feeling*
In mid valley, I got your text. You asked me wanna to meet ? I stunned there. Can't really described the feeling. I supposed to be happy. Instead, I afraid of the feeling. I'm afraid of the expectations turn to become disappointment again. I don't wanna. It's hurts. My friends encouraged me coz she knows how much do I like you.
So I tell myself, this will be last time. The last time I don't care about anything and to go see you. The moment when I saw you, I smiled. Finally I met the person I has been missing in every sleepless night. I'm glad that we still can talk to each other naturally and there is no any awkwardness on us. *Immahappykid* ✌️
Today is the best day in my life. Coz I have been spending few hours with my favorite person.😛 the person I thought I wouldn't meet him again.😢 thanks god. The first movie with him. :) my dream finally come true.😇 having a movie date with the person I like. Having ice-cream together and don't care about the other people. It's like the world suddenly became so quite and there are only 2 of us. Talking about all the small little and random things but they actually meant everything to me.
Supposed to watch need for speed. But we ended up watch haunted. I didn't tell you that I actually not dare to watch horror movie. I will never watch horror movie if there is any alternative. But as long as I'm with you, I felt secure. It doesn't matter what the movie is :) I love the way you played with me. You throw the coin and the way you being like a kid. I like the way you are. I'm happy you can be yourself whenever you are with me. I wanna you to enjoy and relax.
I can't believe that I did it but yes I do. I kept our movie tickets. I want to keep everything of us from now onwards. I love sitting right besides you in the car. You are driving and I'm telling you the direction. Chatting on those random things and the whole way back home are full of laughter.😄 I really enjoyed the moment.Sitting besides you in the cinema, can you hear it? My heart beat faster than usual. It's the first time. My dreamt come true. My favorite person is just so close to me. Shoulder to shoulder. I like that shit.
I don't wanna to leave ........ :( I'm scared that after this time, can we still meet each other for the next time ? When's it ? Will you still remember me ? Even though you have a gf now. Don't wanna to admit it coz it hurts. Knowing someone you like actually has a gf but you can do nothing just because you like the person so much. Very much......
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